53 YEARS OF Y ROMANCE!- by a little girl

Romance is forever, it cannot end with one person, but the man who taught us what love is, is no more!

Love is the best emotion, best feeling; they say that there is a way of it, they say that there is a way of loving your girl.when you are in love your heart beats fast, guitar gets playing, flower showers upon us and then finally we find ourselves dancing in the serene white beauty of Switzerland. this is what we know of romance and this is as beautiful as, as serene as a mother's love and the credit goes to only one man- yash chopra!

It feels sad when a person with such creativity and thinking passes away.this very year only Bollywood completed its 100 years. as we all know that happiness and sadness goes in hand and hand and Bollywood is a fresh example of it . with its 100th year completing it took many divine souls from us!

its a frightening feeling when you see a person today n get to hear his death's news tomorrow. our Bollywood is something like this.when we switch on the tv we not only see stars but we identify with the role they have played and thus they become an integral part of our lives , but if very next day you hear that they have passed away then the news is not less than a shock.

Coming back to yash ji , i have never met him, has not seen his interviews so deeply but i am moved by this man's creativity. when i was a kid i used to hear that " arre yash raj banner ki movie he ye to pakka hit hogi, jaldi se ticket book karalo" this is the power of the man.

its obviously not an award that gives you the pay of your hardwork but the love by people.

I have seen dil wale dulahaniya le jayenge , dil to pagal he, silsile, chandani , lamhe and veer zara as a young lady and i fell in love with his love. every time i fell in love, i fell in love with his dance, songs n scenes and would dance like kajol.  

He is the man who gave Bollywood its super stars, he set a standard and the best thing he did is that he created an idea of romance and idealism in a young girl's mind.

All i'd say in end is that, there are many people in the industry to write about him and to tell a lot that we don't know, but this is a tribute to him from a little girl's heart.

I love you yash ji and you'll always  be an integral part of all of our's live and thank you for giving us such wonderful movies.

you are not dead because you are a legend !  

EVOLUTION: HUMAN TO ANIMAL

Heart or mind, who is the culprit?

They say, heart is to love and brain is to think

Hard to see such organs, hard to feel such emotions,

We are sans these and thus lies the dearth of humanity

Money is the god, greed is the father

We worship the bad and then search for good

Kindness and help are an ecstasy.

Today’s man is a gossip freak

He love to see a woman being raped

And would still lay indifferent to the sufferings

And that’s all day meal to talk about

Stealing ones hard earned penny is not a crime,

While dealing with ones work money is not a bribe

You become a criminal when you are sick,

When your black side is on a rise,

When your smile has an evil hint inside,

When decisions are hard to stick,

Leveling yourself down is a crime.

An animal only hunts,

Hunts for food,

But humans hunts for sight,

Hunts to prove their might

They say it’s our intellect that sets us apart

But that wisdom is long ago bygone.

When this part did capture us?

Four legs are not enough to describe an animal

It’s our indifference to suffering,

It’s killing with malice aforethought,

That has graded us down.

Who we are? What we are?

Is there any answer to it?

We search for this in temples,

In the name of god we fool ourselves and others,

We collect money not love.

Violence is so high, whom to blame?

God, corruption, poverty or human itself,

Decide for yourself.

Feeling of self conscience has bygone

That’s why every human is forlorn,

Physical never hurts; it’s the trauma that we suffer,

The malice in our every portrait

Knits the bead of sins

Bygone are the days of introspection, money is the god

Stating your might, sets the level of pride.

Is it a cold war or a civil? Or a war within?

Search your soul, ask your soul,

That who you are?

Is this a humanistic soul or an animal lurking inside?

Where are we heading? Forgetting our norms.

Scientists say, it’s the evolution of a man,

Yes it is, but where to a better person or an animal inside.

Dying every moment- life of a female

Taking last few breathes, sans any dream, any aspirations,

I look back to first page of my diary.

When I was born, nobody cherished

Gone was the delight from the face of thy

So weak you are, unfortunately a girl you are,

That was the line they told me every time

After many fights, I got my schools first sight

Torned was the bag of my brother I had to carry

All they told me always is that one day you will have to marry

By god’s grace I was good in studies, excelling in class wasn’t that made thy happy

Subduing my confidence under manly shade of orthodoxy

They killed my dream of becoming independent

Struggling with my own idealism, I cried

I didn’t get any job, in that was their might

Years passed, all I could do was graduation

And very next year they tied a knot of relationship

It’s been a month since my marriage and all they want,

Is a son to switch on family’s carriage

I cried, I cried and became a mother in next nine months

And now all I do is take care of this house and his needs

Today, lying in hospital’s bed, in few hours suffering a natural death,

I again cry, wishing a natural life similar to this natural death

Knowing that in few hours ill be in gods arm, but doesn’t know what to wish for,

As being a girl was struggling and difficult, all I wish,

Is a I wish I could say, I was lucky to be a girl

poem for an infant- a fantasy , a new love

I AM A MOTHER NOW

Today, I feel complete

Because I know it’s the best moment of my life.

From now onwards I have to be more carefull, less clumbsy, more responsible

As today, I can feel you I my womb.

Today I will tell him that he will be a father, and I know it’s probably

The best gift we can give to our married life.

All I want to do is just smile,

All I want to do is fall in ecstasy,

All I want to do is protect as you are a dormant seed inside me.

I know it’s going to be painfull, its going to be tough, but now what is more prior

Now is your well being, your smile

Every moment I just want to think of you,

You’re moving, changing your position.

You have now evolved yourself

From a zygote to an embryo

It’s now one month since you have evolved and I know

 Your heartbeat is coordinating with mine

And I feel especial.

Its two months now, and all I think of is your little, cute

, tiny limbs when your tiny palm will hold my finger,

I know I will feel happy.

It will be a feeling that will touch me deeply

My mind is sort of designing, your hands, and your face

And all I say-nose would be like me, forehead like him, smile like me,

Now am taking my extra care, as you are in there.

But somewhere down the line I am afraid

What if something goes wrong?

But your father is extra careful about

You, he takes the best care.

I am waiting for the moment when you’ll

Come out, I’ll tell you everything

My mind is pondering over your accessories, clothes, toys.

I have bought everything to complete your joys.

Its 8 months now, It’s now more painful,

More beautiful. But I feel scared,

Not because I’ll be in pain but because

I don’t want to see you in pain

Its 25^th October 2012 and doctor finally said –

“It’s a boy” I can faintly hear cry,

Now you are in my hands, in my lap,

And I’ m cherishing this moment by thanking god

I am crying because I am overwhelmed by your presence,

Your father is dancing with joy

Thank you my child for making me a proud mother

Today, I have become a mother but, my hands are trembling,

For I fear that I need to be extra careful regarding you

All during gestation period, I and

Your father have thought for your name

and finally I have one and

That’s Ekin-

a name so pure,

as simple as you have survived through bad

Times easily, you have that endurance my little child.

As I feed you my colostrum,

I feel am creating something

As you can feel strength, I grow stronger.

Every day I see you do something new,

Today your father is teaching you how to walk

It’s not just a walk, but 1^st step towards your learning

And am at peak when I see you smile while doing this new thing

Every night when I sing a lullaby to take you in dreamland

You don’t sleep, you cry.

Probably you want to see your mothers face

 Rather than going in that dreamland of thy.

Days passed by and each moment I see you,

I feel that am a creator, a gardener who has

Planted a small tree as thou

And everyday your actions metaphorise a new leaf,

A new beginning.

Its one year now, we have a grand party

For your b’day and everyone is blessing you.

You’re smiling and laughing.

I thank god for having me thee.

I love it when you come running to door

When I come back from work,

 I love it when you spread your toys in hazardous way,

I love it when you try to bite me

Because that’s the way you show me your love.

Every midnight when you trouble me,

I like that,

Because next morning I love to see that

Bliss in your eyes.

That’s how I have experienced you so far,

And all I pray  that you be fine as I never want to loose you apart!

Why should we accept YOUTH

YOUTH: THE BEARERS OF CHANGE

1.2 Billion Is indeed a big number, OH MY GOD! How do you feel to be a part of this round figure? Being one of the most populous country is indeed a big issue, sometimes an issue which brings in the shame by heavy words like CORRUPTION,POVERTY etc etc. but on the other face of coin we get accolades from all over the world like in Olympics, miss world etc etc.

The real gamer is the one who makes his weakness his strength and India is such. Today, in this contemporary world we have been able to accentuate ourselves through our Endeavour. The plus point of this huge sum of 1.2 billion is that more than 75% people are in reproducible age that means we are the youngest country! This young age is not an ordinary one, it’s a different era. There may be people suffering from odyssey of mind but they are intellect, determined and they want to do something for themselves and for the country as they know what competition is and thus want to compete for the peak. This is the reason why we are urging to have young politicians. As in the age we are is a fresh one, absorbent, an age with something different, different angle of vision. We think differently but right.

“Change is the only constant” we are always changing, our thought process is always changing and this happens to bring something new. We take the example of recent events, Akhilesh yadav and Rahul Gandhi.they are fresh and new politicians, that is why they have potential to bring in change as they aren’t rigid like old ones, they have new strategies that are why they are accepted. It can be explained through an instance- Suppose you are in a confectionary shop and you want to have SAMOSA and cook is cooking some fresh ones. Which ones you’ll go for? Obviously the fresh ones as they are crisp with fresh material .this is the reason why the Cock goes on saying this about their pullet that “our children are nation’s future. Probably they see a leader in us who will guide the country in a better way.

A person always learns from the past, so do we? Through all the generation gap we have realized that our youth is precocious due to arguments and conflicts it goes through not only from the world but also within ourselves.

I don’t mention that all are very concerned as there are people who are self centered, but the moment we think so, we should think about the lines by THOMAS BEDDOES-“IF THERE WERE DREAMS TO SELL.WHAT WOULD YOU BUY? SOME COST A PASSING BELL, SOME A LIGHT SIGH.”

Then ask yourselves who do you want to be? Then if you’ll scrounge around you’ll see poverty and illness and then you would answer yourself-“THE DREAM THAT WOULD HEAL ALL THE ILLNESS, WOULD BE THE DREAM THAT I WOULD BUY.

Our nation is like a palanquin and we are pall bearers, its fall and rise depends on our strength ,our thoughts and our deeds .so instead of being involved in drugs and look at the dirtiest phase of the city lets become the ones to clean it and for this we need to introspect and bring in the creative vision. We all have certain dreams and expectations from our country but it’s no one to fulfill it but us. we idolize youth icons like SACHIN PILOT, CHETAN BHAGAT, we know all whets going on around the world, we create the technologies, we roam around the filthy streets to get a KG of POTATO, we rid our bikes and Scotties everyday on pot holes, thanks to our lovely government, we are the ones who demand justice and protest because we have been through all bad and good.

ONLY THAT CAN DO GOOD WHO HAS SEEN BAD AND WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALL THAT IS WHY YOUTHS ARE THE BEARERS OF CHANGE.

when you become alone-the girl out of my mind

This is the story of a girl who is alone; she has no faith in anyone, for all the bad that has happened with her. This girl is my imagination but somewhere down the line she relates with all the women

This comes out of her solitude. She writes this piece of work when she realized that –“you need a lot of courage to fight from your own people and when you stand totally alone in front of them”

WHEN YOU BECOME ALONE

Jordan says, you need pain to write.Meghna Mathur says, “A man becomes alone when his family leaves him, and he becomes desperate when his soul, his identity leaves him”

All of the above is true for her, and she knows the murderer of her death is her solitude and loneliness. At this stage when you have your friends and family, she is all alone but she has learned to live with it and the gratitude for this goes to her mother for her practicality as she is emotional and sensitive, thus she reaps opposite that’s why it is wisely said-“don’t expect from anyone”

The worst and the most dangerous condition is when you call for your death, when you seek refuge from your grieves. That’s the condition when your mind says, “I am depressed”. She doesn’t know what it is but she claims to seek refuge often. And when she decided to fight people called her selfish and mean. She is running, struggling with her own mind .She has learned so far that it’s not the LUXURIES that suit your comfort but your family, love and friends that provide you comfort at the end of the day. She has no hope with life, she is living with her own dream and the death of her dream will be her death. She waits for the extreme to happen and the end of the extreme is the end of her life. She says she has faith in her god, he is only one who can’t betray her .she says and she hopes for the light of faith to shower on her and bestow her some more days to live happily.

What do you think is she herself responsible for her problem or someone else to be blamed. If you confined with her grief then send in your comments.

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